I’ve been hiding. Lurking. Quietly sitting back. Not entirely sure why. But life seems to have gotten the better of me lately. It feels like I’m burning the candle at both ends….but at the same time, I am all too lazy after work and sometimes on the weekends.
Trying to work through some things personally. It’s been hard. I’m not sure why I feel the way I do. It’s frustrating because I know what needs to happen. I know how I need to be feeling. But for whatever reason, every time I think I’m there, something creeps up and I realize I’m far from it. I don’t know how to work through these feelings. I don’t know. I wish I did. It would be better for everyone involved.
Residency seems to be getting the best of me too. It’s exhausting. I’m doing a lot. Cooking, cleaning, maintaining, supporting…all of it. Geoff does what he can, and I’m appreciative of his efforts when they’re made. I would be lying if I said that I didn’t miss my girls – Nicole and Naomi. I wish we could get together for drinks. I wish we could hug and cry with each other through this stage of life. Their support means the world to me. It’s hard not being close to them.
Bear with me. There are a lot of things demanding my time and energy. I love and appreciate every one of you that read my blog. Thank you. ❤️
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