Everyone processes information differently and forms their own thoughts at different paces. The events that have transpired recently (George Floyd, Breonna Taylor, and Ahmaud Arbery) have left me unable to find the appropriate words to say. I have thought about what I wanted to share and how to share it for days. However, silence is ignorance and not okay. So here is my promise to do better and to be better.
I understand that I will never fully understand what it is like to be an African American here in the United States. I understand that even as an Asian American, I have privilege that my fellow African Americans do not. I don’t have to worry about getting followed in a store, I don’t have to worry about my life ending if pulled over. I don’t have to think twice about what I look like before leaving my house and if it’s going to set someone off.
While I have experienced some racist comments in my life, memories that still sometimes hurt me to this day, this is not about me or my feelings and my experiences. This is about acknowledging the decades of oppression and hate and racism that the African Americans have had to endure. This about LISTENING to them and VALIDATING how they’re feeling. This is about us non-African Americans learning how to be an ally and be anti-racist.
To those I know who are people of color. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for my ignorance, my silence, my lack of knowledge/education. I promise to do better, to be better, and show you that I’m not going to sit here idly and not talk about it. Help me be a better ally.
I stand with you. ✊🏻✊🏼✊🏽✊🏾✊🏿🤍